First off...

Oki...

First blog...in here that is...well, my first real one actually...hmm...anyways...

As everyone else is asking themselves, I will also:

What the hell am I gonna write in here?

So, now that that's done, I can go on with the actual blogging...

Well, first of, the name of the blog is "Forever...", which happens to be one of my (many) fave Cure-songs, not recorded on any album (if you don't count the instrumental called "Three" of off the "Seventeen Seconds" album) - (or the one and only John Peel recorded version; 15/1 -81)...it only appears on obscure live-bootlegs that you can get hold on here and there online...
My favourite one is recorded 7/6 -82 in Paris...and called by many: All I have to do is kill her...
Robert likes to change the lyrics for every time he decides to sing this song...not one version is the other alike...so, if you hear the song once, doesn't mean you've heard 'em all...cuz there's close to 200 different versions out there...ranging everywhere from 2 minutes up to 12 minute orgies...

http://www.foreverdrowning.net/

Enough said about that...

Today I feel alone...been listening to music all day (well, I got up around 3PM, so)...you know those days when you just wanna have someone to hold, in your arms and cuddle away...
Somedays are OK, but lately I've been feeling that I know this part of life already, I'm ready to move on, again...well, not that I wanna be married or something like that, I know that part already as well...haha...but, just to have someone that cares about you regardless how you feel that day, and is always there, without being to damn craving...you know, someone who has her own life but still likes to hang around, without asking her to turn up, but does it anyways...

Damn I miss that...

Somedays I just feel fed up with everything and just wanna leave everything (again) and move on to something new and more fun...something that can get my mood back up...I haven't felt to damn good the last weeks/months...just an emptiness that I try to fill with whatever comes around...hopefully I find something that is worthwhile my time and makes sense in the long run and that makes me feel more happy about the life as it is, and to get to live to the fullest extent...

Well...that's a pretty friggin open-minded first blog for you to gourge over...enjoy...